the far-out sound

scene from a previous life

always make it count

timelord tuesday

ok so *technically* this is from torchwood but i finally got into it recently and i do love magnetic fields so why not...

warning-there are definitely spoilers if you aren't caught up on torchwood

i've been quite the voracious reader again

still kool at 61

it doesn't matter anymore

today i'm doing it perfectly

there really are plenty

how much longer can you play with fire before you turn into a liar?

pro tip

this song makes me wish i were doing the lindy hop

20 years ago today

i'm really not but i have to pretend to be at work

if pettibon were a whovian

there are still things to be grateful for

last night i dreamt i was dating a cartoon character and somehow there was nothing weird about it at all

of course it was mordecai

making my paychecks look a lot less like this photo lately

i was thinking about cutting my hair off and this song is changing my mind

she would have been 91

i see the rain again

timelord tuesday

i pretty much can't take how handsome he really is

James McAvoy is 35 today.

it's hard to believe he's 67 today

i think this may be my new favorite picture of iggy

bunny rabbits

hoppin down the bunny trail

holiday listening

maybe we'll both find out a few things about laura palmer

hippety hoppety easter's on its way

happy birthday to the sexiest guy in all of space and time

david tennant is the dreamiest

all ears

oh how i love lily allen so

every time i sweep the bathroom floor files

oh, the humanity

waking up early again

must see tv

i'm getting older and wiser luckily

we could be heroes just for one day

my reaction to 90 percent of the suitors i get on okcupid

for real though

my plans for the night

got asked out on a date but i'd rather stay home and watch more torchwood.i can't muster up the energy to fake being interested in small talk.

timelord tuesday

more and more

at work with my coffee heath bar crunch

back to writing girl songs this week

listening to some inspirational things in between writing and playing (as if real life isn't inspirational enough)

every time i hear this band i get annoyed i don't know more female musicians so that we could have done this sort of thing.

i look so metal in the morning

the biz

crucial point one day becomes a crime

i couldn't have said it better,silver fox

last season of mad men starts tonight.i genuinely have no idea how they are going to conclude the series.

cut loose cause you're no use

back to my old self.i should have listened to this weeks ago.

so much for so little

i've done a lot of thinking and am mostly over the big break-up.i wrote and asked him for some of my things back and i could give him some of his back and i thought we could have a rational,sober conversation about everything that happened.i wanted some questions answered and closure.the conversation was never going to be "maybe we should get back together!" i am long past that.i just hoped for some clarity and to know the person i dated was a human and that we could be civil. not suprisingly, the response i got was that of a cold, emotionless robot.his best friend had told me that if we ever broke up that's exactly how he would act.i think i just wanted to know that this person i believed in and stood by through some really awful,reprehensible behavior when i should have run for the door long ago was maybe just in some small way worth it.i wanted to hear that he's getting help for his alcoholism and maybe going to rehab, on meds for his bipolar disorder and maybe in therapy for his sexual identity crisis.because despite how abhorrently he treated me this was still a person that i cared very deeply for for a period of my life.i wanted to learn something from all this.i didn't want the lesson to be "trust no one".

but alas...when you are dealing with an incredibly selfish person in denial about what happened common sense and common courtesy do not necessarily abide.

today would have been an anniversary so i wrote myself a little list of all the awful things about him so that whenever i start to miss him a little or feel sad that the relationship ended i can just look at what a jerk i stood by for so long and be genuinely glad that i am no longer in the situation wasting my time.

still great in any language

most just don't get it

timelord tuesday

it's a shame it's nearly impossible to find all three

taco tuesday

naptime's over

i haven't dj'ed in a year,it makes me sad

but at least there's pizza to be had

people are strange

april fools

this song is awful but it makes me laugh

timelord tuesday

easter

taco tuesday