psychoanalyzing myself via mad men

halloween is over,and it was pretty uneventful this year.however i'm guessing the holiday got me sick because i've been home for the last three days hacking my lungs up with what seems to be asthmatic bronchitis,strep throat,flu or a sinus infection. all i know is that i can't breathe,my asthma inhaler isn't working all that great and every time i cough i go into a fit where i cannot stop and it turns into choking/gagging.without cable stuck with regular tv-mostly political campaign ads and election coverage-making me want to vomit even more.
i watched all my netflix and havent emerged from the apartment to a mailbox to return them and not worth a second viewing.i stopped my mad men viewing for some horror stuffs.and now i am going through withdrawal.

it has come to my attention that even though i know that (like everyone else)i should be in love with don draper i'm kind of crushing on asshole pete campbell aka vincent kartheiser.


i couldn't stand him as connor on angel but i think that was just the story arc i didn't like.




not sure what it is about pete campbell that i'm attracted to- he's sleazy, manipulative,a liar,smug,brown-nosing,completely insecure but wants desperately to seem dominant....okay okay,so maybe i've dated a few guys with those character flaws in real life.

i'm also realizing that vincent kartheiser kind of resembles the last guy i really fell for (well he looked like vincent kartheiser plus damon albarn from blur plus brett anderson from suede)so maybe that's why.

yeah yeah yeah....so i have a type.